Thursday, October 16, 2008

Mumbo-Jumbo

Vedas, Upanishads, Karman, Samsara, Moksha, Dharma, Saguna and Nirguna bhakti, Purusa, vaisya, shudra, candalas, Lok Sabha, Rajya Sabha, Federalism, Praetorianism.

And many other words (except the last two!) that will show red squiggly lines in MS Word. Do any of them sound or look familiar to you? No? Well they aren't familiar to me either, again, except the last two words. Haha. And SN1101E Mid-terms are like, this Friday. The first and only mid-terms that I'll be having. And if it's gonna be this tough to study for it, I seriously don't know how I'm gonna make it for the finals. It'll be five times of this nonsense. Woe unto us.

We finally finished our two human geog project assignments on Tuesday, on the dot of the deadline at 1500 hours. So much work just for 20%. And guess what, this is just going to continue! With two more physical geog projects accounting for another 20%. Things are certainly not going to get any better.

I dread getting back my BSP1004 and PH1101E mid-term assignments for fear of reality. A CAP 5.0 has always been out of the question to begin with, but now, even a 4.0 looks highly unlikely. I daren't think of how low it might get, because anything below 3.5 would see me dropping management and saying goodbye to my chances of SEP. On another note, I'm glad I didn't take Law. I can't even grasp the basics of business law in the first place.

And I've decided to quit. I think. Argh. I can't, and shouldn't be in it for the wrong reasons or motivations. It's just that the feeling always lingers. I don't know why. Yet it's been too long, too late for turning back now I think. Oh well. I'm on my own now.