Readings.
That sums up most of my life now. Besides the two projects and four essays due by various deadlines and the weekly CBSI and SCCC discussion material to prepare. Then there're mid-terms to consider. I don't know whether I'm studying correctly, nor do I know whether I'm doing my tutorials the right way too. Hmmm.
Sometimes I alternate between periods of panic when I start to think what's left undone, yet at others, I feel a great sense of accomplishment with even a small section of a project assignment is done, or a particular reading has been finished with. Strange, but true.
And there're other times when I feel this waff (warm and fuzzy feeling), of happiness and purpose, when I look forward to certain occasions, yet at the same time, hesitant that it might all just turn out to be nothing more than what it appears to be. I'm just so afraid that it might just happen all over again. I can't afford it now, that's for sure.
Well this is supposed to be a happy blog, because you'd never know who reads this and people're bound to ask funny questions. So well. Let's not dwell too much on this! =)

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