Deeper

Back to reality.

Back to the rigourous (and sometimes monotonous) routine. Back to water confidence course, re-SOC and who can forget Nutcracker. Once this digging camp's over, I'm telling you, the worst has come to pass. Right now, a cloud of dread and apprehension lingers over, especially after all the horror stories I've heard from other companies. Argh.

Anyway, I must say the break's been quite refreshing. Stuffed myself with a lot of food in anticipation of losing weight during our final field camp for this course. Caught up with quite a few old friends and simply enjoyed being a civilian for the few days. Got to settle some Youth stuff. I know it's unlikely, but really hope I'd be able to attend the E Camp at the end of the year, especially since I'd be doing logistics for the first time since I joined the committee back in what, 2000 A.D.? Haha. Oh and not to mention The Clown as well. =)

Somehow I've been feeling rather "superficial" lately. It's like I don't put much thought and effort into things I'd used to enjoy doing. Even things like buying presents and writing birthday cards for close friends and stuff. I can't seem to open up to many of my friends and even some of those I used to trust a lot more in the past. Of course, there's you. And you. To talk to. But I haven't found someone who I'd be able to share my deepest fears and greatest joys and excitement with. Ever since we parted ways. On a more serious note, I can't seem to take preparing BS for the younger ones seriously anymore. It seems so much of a chore rather than a joy now. Please pray for me alright. I don't know what's going on.

Back to bunk in a few hours' time. Hopefully I'd be able to re-adjust my body clock again. Hah. Lots of unpacking/repacking to be done. Those NCC kids had better not have damaged or vandalised or stolen any of our stuff man.

File photo (2005 I think)

P.S. Happy 18th Kim! Hope you'd use the cap ya. Haha. =)