Attitude

As accurately predicted, those IPPT Gold award holders and Ex Gypsy 2 "winners" were given nights off today. But due to the lack of funds for some, and the sheer distance from home for others, most of those eligible to book out didn't do so, leaving Mian Lee and yours truly, who duly went home. I guess most of us are quite tired of the notion. After all, more nights off mean more spending - something that I truly cannot afford now. Thankfully I live nearby though. =)

The first live firing session for the week went without a hitch. The only thing is that it's rather hard to shoot when you're a left hander with a left aiming eye and they force everyone to shoot using your right hand. As expected, most shots went off target. Haha. The next round would be this Sautrday. Yes, we're only booking out Sunday morning, unfortunately. =(

Something's wrong with my appetite. I'm not eating much during meals at the cookhouse. Must be too much snacking. I can't help it leh. How ah. I'm really wasting food, but at least I still eat healthily - you know fruits and vegetables. Oh yes, they issued us our ranks today. Soon we'll be privates no more. =D

It's only a two weeks or so to your big day. And there's still so much animosity, not only between us, but now, even between you and your good friend. I don't know the exact facts of what happened. But what I do know is the sincere concern - even hurt that I feel, every time I see you by yourself. Everytime you don't show up. It's not that often yet, but it's something I worry about. We really need peace soon. For all our good. Reconciliation. I yearn for that day. Is there any chance that resolution can be arrived at before your big day? Any?